That Tarot Deck You Gifted Me

Hey Shells,

Can you feel today’s energy?

There’s an unexpected softness to it. A tenderness.

Today’s astrology:

Mercury Sextile Venus.

Neptune Sextile Pluto.

OOH. OK.

My mind, my heart, and my soul are speaking the same language today.

Hey Shells,

Remember that Demon Tarot deck you gifted me years ago?

I’m very sad I got rid of it.

It was so active energetically, I was so scared of it.

I remember covering the deck with smokey quartz to contain the energy, but they always fell to the ground and broke.

I realize now they were only trying to get my attention. I had a shadow to look at, that I was ignoring.

Isn’t it funny that you sent me that medicine all those years ago? The medicine I ignored and refused to swallow.

Well, I’m not afraid of demons anymore.

I have only recently decided to invite them to talk with me.

Some of them are my guides.

They were just trying to get my attention this entire time, but I was just too fearful to understand.

I was way too afraid of the dark, of the shadows, of MY shadow.

Esoteric Alchemy is a hell of a ride!

I need to find that deck.

I’m ready.